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The Numenius
Factor
Alexandria, Egypt, 203
AD.
Numenius was
sitting at his desk in an apartment located above a brothel in
the Jewish quarter of the city. Sure he would babysit the
children, he told their mothers (mostly young widows forced by
circumstance into their profession). W.W.G.D. What would God
do?
Yes, indeed. Just don’t doze
off...zzz...
"Hey! Ho!"
...or bam! a book might hit you in the
head.
"Are you napping again, Grandpa?" asked
the kiddies.
"Praying. Grandpa was praying." Numenius
coughed, rubbing his head as he looked about the room to see his
past lectures in tatters on the floor. He felt like Empedocles
whose kid sister used to destroy his plays, they say. How much
wisdom had been lost in this way? Numenius shrugged.
Another whole year lost.
"Grandpa, will we grow old like you?"
the children asked again.
"I hope so."
"Will we lose our teeth like you?"
Numenius grinned. The children stuck
their fingers between his missing teeth and giggled, then resumed
their play.
Numenius now leaned back in his chair,
chewing a stale bread end and flipping the crumbs like a cigar
into a jar, remembering when he was a dstructive child too.
Picture it: Apamea’s synagogue. A boy picking the lock and
slipping inside. He shouldn’t be trespassing like this, but
he wanted that old Tanach (Heb. bible) in that geniza (Heb.
hiding place). Smash goes the wall. Oy! So many coils!
Nevertheless, into the bag they go. Now run, Nehemya (Nehemiah)!
Down the streets he ran, then tripped, as a snake uncoiled to
read: "Neither shall you steal."
"Oy, fec!"
He kept running until he reached his
Uncle’s house, short of breath, of pneuma-of spirit. He
looked up into the sky, his eyes rolling around in his head, as
the Spirit of God now came to rest upon him, giving him strength.
Oh, he was so happy! Below, a puddle of urine had collected at
his feet. "I’ll build You a new ark and tablets, I
promise!"
Numenius chuckled. What a crazy kid he
was! Of course, there was also that vision he used to have. Or
was it a dream?: At night, rising out of his body, kicking his
way through the light to get to the top of the world, then
hanging there, along with the other flowers. They shared a space,
each one, and were connected by their petals, each one, so that
they created a sphere around the cosmos-a place for creation to
happen. At least he sensed it was a sphere, since a sphere that
big just looks flat like the earth.
It was odd because they appeared to be
nothing more than beautiful white flowers dangling in space,
while behind them lurked chaos, churning and churning its massive
clouds and flashing its red thunderbolts. There was just chaos,
space (chora), and the flowers.
The flowers had already created the
universe and were now maintaining it, utilizing just enough
matter to do so, while holding back the unused portion-the
ancient beast of chaos, the red-and-black ouroboros-just so that
a little boy could float back down to Earth in order to play and
move around. All the flowers wanted the same
thing-movement-since the flowers can’t move up there.
That’s why little Nehemya stole the bible. He wanted to see
if Moses had mentioned the flowers.
But who could the boy tell his nightly
encounters to? Who would listen? Maybe the world wasn’t
ready, yet he vowed he would one day to try to teach them. Tahuti
had a childhood vision which would not easily die...
Numenius snapped back into the present
as a knock came at the door. A woman popped her head inside the
room.
"Huh? What is it, Hannah?"
"Professor, Candy’s in
trouble."
"Those Ben Onans again!"
Numenius and the children rushed into
the street where they came between a rabble of rabbis on one
side, and Candace on the other.
"Go ahead, stone an old man!" shouted
Numenius, standing before Candace.
"Reb Nehemya, this woman was found
sleeping with a married man. We have evidence," stated a scribe
among the Cynics.
Said Numenius, "Good. Bring the wet-dick
here. We’ll stone him too."
"Are you a Mesopotamian Jew-a magian-and
would you advise us?" they asked.
"Oh, so you’ve read my Zoroaster !
What did you think?" asked Numenius.
"Reb, we can’t stone the man. He
has a wife and children."
Numenius replied, "No. The issue is
marriage, otherwise you would have also considered this
woman’s children. God sees in color, not in black and
white."
"Bastards!" shouted another man.
"Wrong again! These children have a
loving Father in spite of man’s neglect," shouted Numenius,
staring at the main instigators. "Strange, though, how this one
has your eyes, Reb Ishak-and this one your mouth, Reb Shlomo. You
hypocrites! Take care of your children! Have you never thought to
buy them clothes or food?"
"For Eve’s evil spawn?"
"Eve invented the kiss. She discovered
love," stated Numenius, adding, "Who among you can tell me the
halakah (verdict) in Onan’s case?"
Replied a rabbi, "G-d killed Onan
because he masturbated."
"No. Our Father killed Onan because he
was evil, not because he masturbated, which is what all of you
should have done, had it kept you from stoning mothers and
creating orphans!"
"The Law says otherwise," said yet
another.
Numenius lifted his leg. "Thus says
Yahweh: Love is the Law, mercy its halakah, or else I should have
killed you long ago! Now go home, all of you, and never try this
again!"
Numenius pointed homewards. The crowd
dispersed, ominously eyed by the statuesque Numenius, who now
turned to Candace. "Little mother, are you alright?"
"Yes, Grandpa, I only received a bruise
on my arm."
Numenius inspected her. "Dear, are you
pregnant again?"
"Yes, Grandpa." She frowned.
"Oh well, cheer up, and don’t
worry about those men, okay? I’ll take your kids to school.
Go get some shopping done with Hannah today." Numenius left with
the shaken kids who asked him questions en-route to school.
"Grandpa, will mother be alright?" asked
Elizabeth, one of the children.
"No worries." Numenius winked.
"Grandpa, will you do that funny pointy
thing again?" asked Simon, her little brother.
Numenius hiked his leg and pointed. Simon pulled his finger as
Numenius farted. The children roared and began to relax.
"Will Melanie be at school today,
Grandpa?" Elizabeth asked again.
"Have you missed a breakfast yet?"
Elizabeth smiled and picked some
roadside flowers as they reached the Museum where Melanie and the
other students awaited them. Melanie got hugs and daisies from
the kids, who now ran to play in a side room filled with toys
purchased by Melanie. After greetings, all the students took
their seats as Numenius approached the podium.
"Er, where did we leave off
yesterday?"
"You talked about having seen the
destruction of Jerusalem and of having visited Mesopotamia,
Professor," stated Melanie.
Numenius smiled. He liked being called
Professor (Diadochus, or successor), though he wasn’t a
formal successor to Plato’s Academy in Athens like Albinus,
its current chair holder.
"Good. Let’s move on," said
Numenius. "As I stated before, the Jewish caravan routes from
Mesopotamia to Apamea were insufficient for finding the MSS I
desired, as well as were the libraries of Apamea and Alexandria,
so I travelled to Mesopotamia where, to my surprise, I even found
MSS from Sindos (India). Today let’s compare the
Brahamanas philosophy to Plato’s.
"The texts of the Gangarides (Ganges
people) are replete with Parmenidean double-talk. To wit: All is
one, but then there’s the world which is a dream. But Plato
would say that makes two-God and his dream. Again, they claim
that God is entombed in the heart but that He’s also
cosmic. To this, we can imagine Plato asking again, is He
entombed or is He cosmic? Parmenides double-talked this way also,
ascribing ’quaking’ borders to the Sphere (sphairos).
Again, Plato might ask that if God is limitless, why does He have
quaking borders? In a word, has the cosmic egg hatched or
not?
By contrast, Plato’s Timaeus also
states that the Sphere sways and moves unevenly under the
pressure of prime matter or original chaos, which is composed of
the four Empedoclean elements jostling about. But Plato
doesn’t double-talk. Instead, he proceeds to unfold the
order of creation. For Plato, the Orphic world-egg has most
definitely hatched into a chicken. It quaked then cracked then
quacked.
"Thus, Orpheus had it right from the
start, a tradition passed down to Pythagoras, Empedocles, and
Plato: In the beginning was the cosmic egg (Monad) which hatched,
and a second creator God was born (Dyad), who then created the
World Soul (Triad). These are the Three Supernals, each equally
real.
"Let’s now briefly outline
Plato’s creation scheme as we did before. You’ll
recall that Pythagoras claimed Three Supernals: Monad, Dyad, and
Triad, which are represented by the point, line, and plane
(triangle). In Plato they are also called Existence, Sameness,
Difference [Tim.35], Mother, Father, Offspring [Tim.50], Form,
Copy, Space (receptacle) [Tim.52], or Being, Becoming, Space
[Tim.52]. Call them what you will: Grandfather, Father, Son. I
call them God, mind, and soul, since man is a microcosm
possessing a godhead (monad), mind, and soul like the universe.
Thus we have a series of Ones: God, mind, and soul to which we
also add matter (body) and ether (spirit)-matter because we
recognize creation, and ether because we recognize something
above matter, but which is not quite soul. So we’ve
fulfilled the Pythagorean Tetraktys: Monad, Dyad, Triad, and
Tetrad, to which we’ve now also added the Pentad. These
five represent godhead, mind, soul, spirit, and body (matter). So
now we’ve also fulfilled the five kingdoms traced out in
Plato’s Timaeus [Tim.53, et al]: earth, water, air,
fire, and spirit. These elements (stoicheia) are created through
the point (Monad), line (Dyad), and triangular plane (Triad),
since triangles can be doubled, creating our five solids. In
Empedocles, these five kingdoms are the four roots (rhizomes)
plus the daimon (spirit).
"Now Plato mentions three parts of the
soul, whence Homer who mentioned menos (liver), thymos (heart),
and psyche (head). Plato calls them ’wheels of the
soul’ (kykloi tees psyche). Listen to Plato: ’They
copied the shape of the universe and fastened the two divine
orbits of the soul into a spherical body which we call the
head...and which acts as a convenient vehicle (ochema)
[Tim.44].’
"Numenius continued, "Now remembering
that Plato Pythagorizes and Pythagoras Platonizes, Plato calls
these two circles in the head the ’Same’ and
’Different’, after Pythagoras’ Monad and Dyad,
or Limit and Limitlessness. Thus altogether we now have: 1. same
(Monad, halo above the head, godhead)2. different (Dyad,
intellect, higher soul, our head) 3. thymos (Triad, our heart,
lower soul)4. menos (Tetrad, stomach, spiritual vehicle,
’pneumatikon ochema’)5. sarx (Pentad,
’flesh’ body,
matter)
However, we will do better if talk about
these parts of the soul as ochemata (vehicles or chariots) as
Plato does. Thus we now have:1. monad (monoides ochema, unit
body, dodecahedron, essence, representing Pythagoreans)2. augoid
(augoides ochema, light body, icosahedron, mind, representing
Platonists)3. asteroid (asteroides ochema, astral body,
octahedron, passions, representing Stoics)4. etheroid (etheroides
ochema, etheric body, cube, desires, representing Epicureans)5.
sarkoid (sarkoides ochema, flesh body, pyramid, flesh,
representing Aristotelians)
Now the Christians claim a psychic body
(soma psychikon), spirit body (soma pneumatikon), and glorified
body (soma doksikon), whence the Jewish nephesh
(ghost) and ruach (spirit, or
pneuma). Again, call them what you like, but it still
doesn’t describe man’s godhead, the monad. Though
it’s double-talk, one text of the Gangarides (Taittriya Up.
5.2) mentions not only this godhead, but also 4 other vehicles,
called mayas or forms-in other words, Plato’s ochemata.
Thus and so:1. anandamaya (joyful body)2. vijananamaya (higher
mind)3. manamaya (lower mind)4. pranamaya (breath body)5.
annamaya (food body)
Pneuma-what the Gangarides call prana-is
the subtle breath (lepton pneuma) which Plato says courses
throughout our bodies giving us life (Tim. 78), whence Empedocles
who claimed that man thinks with his blood, which is to say with
his heart. But the monad has a body (soma) too. I call it the
flower of the intellect since it’s poised above the mind,
as the One poised above Nous, and appears as a halo (halon) above
the head. Not to be confused with the light body (augoid), this
flower of the intellect is something greater in power, yet
smaller in stature. It looks much like a white flower with a stem
(axon, or axis) trailing below it, which is the silver cord of
Solomon that is broken at death.
"Listen again to Plato: ’Our
divine part (monad) attaches us by the head to heaven like a
plant by its roots [Tim.90]’. Now, invisibly attached to
this cord, or floral stem, are the lower wheels of the soul, like
round petiole leaves. In addition, each monad is connected to its
neighbours by 4 petals or limbs (dendron), which, along with the
head, equals five parts. This eternal connection constitutes the
true sympatheia of the universe. I haven’t found these
wheels, this flower, or this stem described anywhere else other
than in Plato."
Numenius was on the mark. Plato was the
first man in the world to write about these psychic wheels.
Only 1000 years later did the Indians discover their so-called
lotus chakra system, and even then it wasn’t codified until
the 16th cent. AD. The Yoga-sutras of Patanjali make no mention
of them, and the oldest oriental texts to do so, the Yoga-shika
and Chudamini Upanishads, were written well after Sankara (8th.
cent. AD) who, like Patanjali, was also ignorant of chakras. But
most of all it’s our own Protestant-raised Western
spiritual seekers, ignorant of Plato, who perpetuate the lie of
an ancient oriental wisdom unknown to the West.
Numenius continued, "It is the same. It
is the Same-even the SAME of Plato, Pythagoras and Orpheus! Just
as the mind receives directly from the One, so the soul is like a
butterfly pollinating the anthers of its own flower (monad),
radiating its life down the fiery silver cord to enliven its
wheels. Man (an-er) is a flower (anth-er)-a mind flower. Most
philosophers, like Parmenides, can only comprehend the light of
the intellect which they call either chora (void) or plenum
(fullness). Foolish Eleatics (i.e. Gnostics)! Little do they know
that our mind flowers are creating a daisy-chain across the
universe: A flower brocade which constitutes the spherical body
(soma) of the Orphic world-egg. Above the intellectual light of
the soul, so beloved by Eleatics, is the supreme beatific vision
of the mind flowers, many-in-one, holding back chaos, suspended
above the world in the vault of heaven (Empyrean), diffusing
light to create the constellations and the orbs. There are no
Aeons or Angels ruling us. We are the creator minds, co-creating
with the Great Mind in this cosmic brocade. Each monad controls
his sarkoid through his own cord.
"Let me briefly relate a Jewish tale,
the Akedah. Abraham decided that his son, Isaac, needed to learn
about God, so they pilgrimaged to Mesopotamia to see Shem,
Noah’s son, who was now 490 years-old; and there they sat
at Shem’s feet as he taught them about God’s mercy
for mankind after the Flood. In this way Noah passed on his
wisdom to Shem, Shem to Abraham and Isaac, Isaac to Jacob, Jacob
to Joseph, and ultimately to Moses and Aaron. Such is our
tradition also: Wisdom travelled from Orpheus, our Greek Adam, to
Pythagoras, our Greek Abraham, to Empedocles, our Greek Joseph,
to Plato, our Greek Moses, to Plato’s nephew, Speusippus,
our Greek Aaron.
"I, too, pilgrimaged to Mesopotamia in
search of grace and found only religions of works and of
philosophic double-talk. Today men no longer live under law, but
under grace if they will have it. Read the Christian letters of
Paul of Tarsus alongside Plato’s Seventh letter to the
Italian Pythagoreans (worshippers of Apollo) which speaks of the
transmission of light from teacher to student. Both sources can
teach us about God’s grace. Now for our questions.
Anyone?"
Cronius spoke up, "Professor, how do
monads incarnate if they are suspended in space (chora)?"
"The mind flowers cannot move," replied
Numenius. "They never disturb their shared joy. They long ago
unspindled their axons which harbor the wheels, and which alone
incarnate. In this way we are simultaneously above and below, or
amphibious. We are like man-of-wars (jellyfish) whose heads float
atop water while their tentacle (axon) reaches far below to
snare fish. When the fish is snared, the tentacle draws the fish
upwards to be digested. Similarly, our experiences on earth are
being shared and eternally contemplated as Platonic Ideas by our
mind flowers in the world-egg, as these experiences travel up our
axons. At this very moment our shared experiences here today are
being immediately digested by our several monads, as well as by
all, since all are connected by dendrons (limbs).
"Do we re-incarnate as well?" asked
Ammonius Sakkas.
"Indeed, but don’t expect to be
whisked off to Rome or Athens so soon. We have people here who
love us, and with whom we’ll likely stay. Like a roll-over
in bed, we move when they move. Get over, scoot!"
The students chuckled. Numenius looked
up. "No more questions?" Then he wound up the talk with the same
old valediction: "Lady and gentlemen, I am Numenius from Apamea
come to Alexandria to found a new Academy. Together we can change
the world!"
Numenius saw off his students who, upon
leaving, variously remarked, "I think he’s Plato. I think
he’s Moses. I think he’s a jellyfish, but I like
him."
After the lecture Melanie approached
Numenius, saying, "Numenius, Numenius, your lectures are becoming
incomprehensible! Yet you’re so childlike and loveable, no
one seems to mind."
"You’re all just charmed by my
senility!" replied Numenius. Melanie snorted as she pulled out a
manuscript from her food basket and handed it to Numenius,
saying, "I had several copies made in Greek and Hebrew of your
latest MS, The Book of Creation. Don’t mind the cheese on
them."
"Oh, my Sefer Yetzira! Is it really that
cheesy?" asked Numenius.
"Well, it’s more majestic than
your Odes of Solomon or Zoroaster (Chaldean Oracles), yet it
lacks the majesty of your Shepherd of Men and Asclepias (Hermetic
Corpus). This afternoon I’ll turn over these-ahem-ancient
manuscripts to our friend, the bookshop owner, who knows how to
keep a secret. As usual, all proceeds go towards the
children."
"That’s my Melanie! We’re
despicable, aren’t we?" Numenius chuckled sinfully then
sliced an apple, handing half to Melanie who began to pull out
fruit, bread, cheese, and juice as they entered the fun-room to
have breakfast with the kids who were still playing. Eight
year-old Elizabeth sat in Melanie’s lap, eating grapes, as
they continued their conversation.
"Daughter, I’m getting old.
I’ll be leaving you soon," remarked Numenius.
"Oh Numenius, don’t say that.
You’ll never die-not the Thrice-great Hermes, Ioulianos
Theourgistes, the patriarch Avraham, and the great Solomon all in
one!" she stated.
"Oh, that’s right, old
philosophers are just supposed to fade away, aren’t they?
But you’ll still have to outlive my ghost so you can
provide food for the children."
"So all this time the Academy was just a
front for an orphanage!" retorted Melanie. "Why don’t you
ask your other students to bring food for the kids?"
"Then whose lap will the children sit
on? The kids love you-you’re their Abishag, their
comforter. Besides, you’re filthy rich!"
She laughed. "I don’t mind.
Anyway, my husband’s money is mine to spend
however I wish so long as I’m alive."
On the following Monday, Numenius
arrived as usual with several children in tow only to find
his students looking sombre. Melanie was missing.
"Professor," said Cronius, "Melanie was
killed last night in her chariot. She was brought home to
die."
The children dropped their flowers as
Cronius added, "Before passing, she said she wanted you to have
this." They handed him an emerald necklace. "She said to sell it
and put it towards the kids."
Numenius knit his brows. "Class
dismissed."
He dropped off the kids then walked the
causeway to Pharos Island and ascended the gigantic lighthouse,
one of the Seven Wonders of the World. Once on the platform he
clenched the necklace in a pink fist and stared out over the
harbor. In the distance the morning sun shone on a tiny vessel
with helpless passengers being buffeted by strong waves. Numenius
beat his breast and howled.
*============*============*
One month
later the family was gathered around Numenius’ bed. Simon
leaned over and whispered, "Grandpa, are you sleeping?"
Numenius opened his eyes. "Praying.
Grandpa was praying."
Everybody smiled and gave a sigh of
relief. Then Numenius added, "I can’t remember whether
I’m 85 or 87."
"That’s okay, Grandpa," replied
Candace.
"That’s okay, Grandpa," said
little Elizabeth, imitating her mom.
"Ah, my Academy," Numenius wailed. "I
founded it. Melanie funded it. Now she’s gone, and
I’m going too."
"We love you, Grandpa," said a tearful
Candy as she threw her arms around Numenius. Hannah and the
children followed suit.
"Are you going to leave us
Grandpa?” asked Elizabeth, crying.
Numenius smiled. "I’ll never leave
you. Love is a cord that binds us."
He then placed his hand on
Candace’s stomach. "Protect your baby as I protected
you."
"I will," she replied.
Silent moments passed when Simon finally
asked, "Grandpa, are you still praying? Grandpa?"
Having cropped
the flower of the mind
from the Father’s bosom,
the paternal self-born Mind,
understanding his work,
then sowed in each
a fiery cord of love
that they might
continue loving forever.
- from the Chaldean Oracles
This story inspired in part by the song Highwayman, by Johnny
Cash
Copyright 2002 Stephen Attragon.